Allied, Unallied, Re-Ally.

Allied forces grey and green and flying

Technicolor on the television

our memorabilia reflecting

reminiscing

that our father's father's (father's)

alliance was not based on the same

wants needs expectations

of our allies...

And today I sit in a sea wider

Broader than the Atlantic that frothed

at Nomandy when my "grandfather"

climbed

the beaches soon to be wet with

a fluid that is NOT ocean

contemplate wonder self-doubt

me as ally...

My ancestral family rose up out of

Normandy and conquered and pillaged

presumed dominance

over those whose father's fathers were kings

In the name of our own prides

to subjugate the pride of a culture still rebuilding from

the last invasion...

I have to ask myself if their blood runs

too hot within my veins? Does it

spoil

my heart beats, my ancestral privilege?

Does conquest or obliviousness run in the

double helix of my fathers and again

in me...?

As my Grandfather's brothers walked into

a camp teeming with death unpredicted-

unimaginable-

did they feel the foot of their soul sink

into the quicksand of realization?

Or did they allow pride to restablize

them as heros....?

When we cast our roles as heros

denying how we conquest or ally without

perspective

how is that any different than the ignorance

we declare ourselves fighting to conquer?

Good things do sometimes come from our ignorances-

but should they?